lmhofair

new amare chapter should be up today or tomorrow <3 

lelkyy

@lmhofair life is colourful again<3 yippiiee
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minxxverse

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lmhofair

hi guys, honestly will yall be still reading amare if i update it? or should i start over with a new haechan book/a different dream member book? the new one would be written so much better 

lmhofair

@lelkyy thank uu! i also had chenle in mind so tbh i might go for it
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lelkyy

@lmhofair ill preach  chenle and jeno if they fit the plot! havent caught up w skz for a while hut ill probably read it eventually if u do it. will wait patiently<3
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lmhofair

@lelkyy yesss, i wanted to do a different dream member, perhapssss someone from skz if anyone was interested but like idk
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lmhofair

i used to think ocd was just about being super clean or organized. like yk guys the way people always talk about it. but welp turns out its not that at all and perhaps i should’ve read more about it years ago and now that i actually got diagnosed, idk like it honestly feels so weird?
          
          like part of me is like “ohh ok, this makes so much sense now, i get it now” like all the spiraling, the routines, the little things i felt like i had to do just to feel better in a way or things that i thought i had to do because what if something bad happens to me, my family, friends, etc if if don’t do it? like honestly guys it’s a relief to know there was a reason for it lol
          
          but also another part of me feels weird looking back. like realizing the thoughts or behaviors weren’t like random or “me being too much or weird” but actual symptoms, idk like it’s just a lot to sit with
          
          lmaooo sorry for the rant i just had to let it out somewhere and maybe it will also help someone out there in a way idkkkk 

lmhofair

@lelkyy stop thank u so much, it made me feel so awh, you’re genuinely so kind like seriously thank u for ur words:(( like im genuinely speechless rn you made me feel sooo much better <3 and i had no idea pink pantheress and jenna spoke about it so i definitely have to check it outtt 
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lelkyy

also a reminder that you actually are an incredible person you work really hard in uni and you try to make yourself feel better which is so cool btw and take care of ur friends and family so i hope you take this very positively and  stay healthy and safe babes<33
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lelkyy

im really glad you got diagnosed and now know its not you being too much
            it must be hard to sit with cuz u may have never even considered the possibility of it happening but now you know its there nothing will change youre still you its just that you gained new knowledge and insight about yourself “if u wanna put it that way” so i really hope you take it positively it must really be alot to take but hey i recently saw that pink pantheress and jenna ortega also have ocd as well if im not mistaken, apparently they share about it sometimes so if u maybe want something relatable you could check their experience.
            baby i hope you realise that youre very much loved and appreciated and that this changes nothing and im so proud of you for being in the process in getting to terms with it
            i love you and appreciate all of your efforts<3 thank you for sharing this babes 
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