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@DawnOfTyme @asthethic @RosePetalWonderland @YaBoiiDankles
so i havent been working on my story, and heres the few reasons why...
i had a lot of my chapter ideas saved on my old phone and thats how i got them done so quickly. and when i didnt have those, i had the roleplay with my friend to help the story. but my dumbass broke my old phone so now i have nothing to work with. im dissapointed in myself too ok dont start messaging me "lina where the fuck your new bitchass chapters at" cuz idk when im gonna get the motivation to make more.
ive also been pretty busy as of late trying to gain a lot of lost weight and sleep back. ive been eating right, drinking plenty of water and exersizing and im on a schedule now so i dont have much time in my day for wattpad.
i have a hard time writing this story because the roleplay was done with an ex who i was extremely hurt by. i say "friend" because thats what we technically are, but i cant even bring myself to talk to him. anyway, it brings up old memories that i try to forget in order to get over him, so i try to come up with new chapters that trail off from the old roleplay or original storyline because looking at the roleplays makes me very emotional.
i want to move on from stories of the past but i know i canceled a book on you guys before due to repressed memories, so im trying not to do that again