I'm just a grandma trying to connect with my granddaughter in Ireland.  My daughter, her mother, cut me off from her three years ago for whatever reason she believes is right.  All I know is I love this girl with all my heart.  I know she believes I love her and hope we can reconnect some way before I pass.  Her mother has not told her I have leukemia and time is not my friend.  All I want my grand to know is not a day goes by that I don't think of her and her sisters.  But, especially her.  She was my first grand and we have always had that special something because she is something special; always has been and always will be.