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Alhamdulillah.

The last day of 2025 is quiet. I look back without judgment, honoring every step I have taken and every challenge I have faced. I carry only what nourishes my soul, let go of what I cannot change, and feel the calm of having survived, learned, and grown.
          
          May 2026 be my year of peace... a year of gentle growth, quiet strength, and steady clarity

لَّآ إِلَٰهَ إِلَّآ أَنتَ سُبْحَٰنَكَ إِنِّى كُنتُ مِنَ ٱلظَّٰلِمِينَ
          
          Ya Allah, lindungilah keluargaku... Aku tak sanggup kehilangan mereka.

Al-Fatihah… 
          love, your little daughter

Ya Allah, I entrust to You those I love, so protect my family with Your ever-watchful eye. Grant them happiness, comfort, and peace of heart.

What is meant for me will reach me, even if it is beneath two mountains.
          
          What isn’t meant for me won’t reach me, even if it is between my lips.

You’re carrying your own pain, yet you still choose not to hurt others — even the ones who hurt you. That’s strength. That’s compassion. And not everyone has that.

Happy mother's day, mom.
          Happy mother's day, sisters.

As free as the ocean.

I still remember how painful that night was. How tired my eyes and heart was. I still remember how I almost ran out of my breath while I was crying, and how I was trying to stop the noise I could make. I will never forget how difficult it was for me. I will never forget that pain. 
          
          2024 was a hard year. 2024 was one of the worst years of my life.
          
          Deep down inside, I knew that I would never regret this because I believe everything happened for a reason even thought I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember.
          
          Thank you dearself for everything. I'm proud of you. We'll fight this journey together.