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so , i’ve been silent on this jerika break up and it’s because it completely fucked me up ... i’ve been avoiding coming on here because it just breaks me , then triggers my anxiety and makes me cry so much  , and after some thinking i don’t want to do this anymore . i don’t want to continue writing my books anymore , it just ... i can’t even type a sentence without breaking down like rn i’m full on crying . 2017 and 2018 have been the worst years of my life ( and some of you may know since the lack of updates i post anymore )  i have been struggling so much with my mental health , i had so many issues irl and finally was becoming more healthy but then x’s death happened and it deeply affected me and the only happiness i had was jerika and wattpad , which helped me with my depression and anxiety and so on . but now they’re broken up and don’t get me wrong i still love the both of them and never will stop but wattpad isn’t an escape anymore it’s just another one of those things that effect me in a bad way ... yk what i mean ?  and tbh i never thought i’d be writing this but , i’m putting my books on hold until further notice but i will most likely will be discontinuing them . i want to just give myself time though before i actually decide because i loved writing for all of you and reading all these talented writer’s stories , but my mental health must come first , so goodbye till further notice i love all of you and thank you for an amazing experience, hopefully everything will get better and i can at least finish my books without breaking down ~ G ✨

i can’t believe it’s been 1 year on this amazing platform ! ✨ a platform where i could escape from all the problems i was facing in my real life and these books were somewhere  i could write my feelings out / life i wanted . it feels like just yesterday i had just joined the jake paul army a few months before and that was when my crazy obsession with jerika began and the rest of it was history ! i’m so grateful i started these fanficsabout my otp because now i have all these amazing friends and get the privilege to read books from all these amazingly talented authors .  anyways , i love you all thank you for EVERYTHING and please stay with me through the rest of my writing journey even though my books suck booty hole !  stay happy !  ~G✨
          
          
          
          
          also thank you for #8 on #erikacostell on “ something just like this ” ,  #8 on #jakepaul on “ a forbidden love ” , and lastly #15 on #jerika on “ 50 shades of jerika ~ a jerika story ” i couldn’t be any happier !!!  i didn’t know you all loved my sucky books 

hey guys ! i really want some internet friends . i’m down to text anyone ! i would like a few friends 
           ( though ) whom also write jerika stories so i can talk about ideas with them , but once again i’m not picky ‍♀️ anyways love you all ! ~G✨
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          p.s.    update on all my books coming very soon (: