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I wish the sea wasn't four hours away

I hate having dreams about things I want so bad, and it's like so realistic like my brain is teasing me

ENOUGH I MISS JJ SO BAD

LMAOOOOOOO two days ago I was still mourning li so I didn't eat for like more than 24 hrs then I decided to go take a shower, I was singing some olivia songs when I got out of the shower, lost control over my body and ALMOST fainted, hit my head onto the shower's handle and knocked my tooth out, but it's okay because it was the only tooth of mine that I hated AND NOW I GET AN IMPLANT HAHAHAHA

man, I was just choosing a 1d song for my bday post then went to sleep, woke up at 5 am and opened youtube to search for a physics video, and then I saw that video in my recommendation page. liam died.
          I wasn't hit with it right away, it took me two hours until I was in school and had to go to the bathroom the minute I arrived. it hurt so bad, I loved him and he was a big part of my childhood-adolescence, he helped shape me as a person and save me.
          I do not support his actions, but I do know he was in need of help, he gave a lot of signs but we just looked over them. nobody bothered to look past his mistakes and understand him, and now he passed away thinking the world turned on him.
          I never did, I love liam with my whole heart, and I wish he could've gotten a chance to get better and for us to have shown our love for him earlier, as horrible as he was shown to be, he never deserved to die.
          to think that he has a son and a family, friends and brothers who cared about him, if we are only fans that saw him through a screen, how must they feel?
          I might look back at this and think it was cheesy, but I mean every bit of it.
          one direction is never gonna be the same, nothing is gonna be the same anymore.
          I hope that wherever he is now that he finally got his peace and comfort away from the cruel internet.
          I will always love you liam, we always will.
          sleep well. <3

words cannot describe my great hatred for chemistry

I miss treating the convo section like a digital diary

YALL 2025 MY YEAR FR

why people hate huggy wuggy plushies they're so cute

hiccup is so fine put me out of my misery PLEASE