You know  what s keep me alive ? It's just the fact I have to wake up and go to work tomorrow even if I'm dead they gonna fired me anyways bcause I was a a completely loser, and I don't won't to go like that. I'm also staying because of my family. Even I'm just a worthless black piece of shit .they care bout me even tho I don't give a danm about them anymore . Also you too , yeah you.if you were reading this don't stop even if u a complete stranger to me you keep me alive.