[20180610] junhui's birthday
junhui really means so so so so much to me, like i've never in all my life found someone who makes me as happy as junhui does. i never really know how to say it because i've never felt emotions this strong before so i just end up repeating myself and tripping over my words like a skipping rope so all i can really do is show my appreciation through art. though whenever i draw him, i can never get it to look just right because i always feel like it has to be perfect so as to capture how perfect he really is. i've written paragraphs upon paragraphs of shitty poetic words about how much he means to me but it never truly shows how i feel, and it's really frustrating to me but it's okay because i know that no matter what, just saying 'i love you' is enough.
i've said before how every aspect of him is perfect, but really it is so so so true. the galaxies are in his eyes, they're so shiny and sparkly and just so full of love and kindness it's heart-melting - heck even the shape of his eyes are so pretty, they're so unique to him and i've never seen any eyes even similar to his. his little moles on his face are so cute and it makes me so so sad to see them covered up because they're such a unique part of him. his hair is so fluffy and soft and looks so good no matter how it's styled. and not to mention his personality !! he's so kind and caring and is always so friendly towards everyone, which is so sweet ! he's always looking for ways to make things fun and he's such a funny person, he never fails to make me laugh!
i could honestly go on and on and on about all the things i love about him but that would take forever to type and i'll spare you the pain of reading it all
today is such a special day to me, and i'm so glad i'm able to celebrate his birthday with so much prepared because i usually don't do this much for birthdays - but this day is special !! i truly love junhui so much and i feel it's necessary to go all out on his special day <3
