@EJKeck It's like Marissa said, there is some kind of cult thing going on there, I mean its been ages since I've read, commented and delted this author and her story.(which if I am being honest was mishmashed and heavily copied/plagiarized/influenced by one of my all time favorite authors and her many stories here on wattpad, all into one without any real coherent flow - but that's another story altogether , I don't get "females, especially ones that started out so independently strong, needing to bow down and forgive a big abusive male personality" and the girls who swoon for it Anyway, l thank you for your kind words, and I'm glad there is more us on the same page than not. ❤️