Suski

If you used to be friends with Walker #27800 (me) on here in 2019-2020 and want to get to know me again, I'm most active on discord, you can dm me there, my username is suksiili 

Having to leave something you loved because it's the only way to protect yourself from your "friends" is horrible and scars you and I wish that to no one. Wondering if you'd still be a fan if the people you loved didn't betray you like that might be even worse
          
          If you knew me on here in 2019, you know. 

Getting reply notifications on some comments i've left like three years ago like oh yeah I used to breathe these (alan walker) fan fictions... back when I was obsessed with something/someone that had a fanbase outside of their Instagram account
          fun times but damn was I really that cringe

I didn't remember that Lillasyster's Melodifestivalen song Till Our Days Are Over is so goddamn good, hello my hope for Swedish rock I didn't know you existed, now come meet your cousin my hope for Finnish rock, they're doing real well 

Yes I prefer girls but if you're one of the pretty bois, also known as my fav band, and 12-16 years older than me just know that I'll be yours in a heartbeat. I sold my soul to you as soon as I heard Tidal Wave for the first time. 

I was casually scrolling through tiktok and completely out of nowhere an acoustic guitar cover of Faded shows up... so I guess it's crying time, can't wait for tired or alone

Started thinking about this for a while, when you've known someone for a week, already have a crush on them after just a couple of days and then they almost strangle you when they hug you as a goodbye... gotta love that

Also I've been way too invested in Måneskin fanfiction recently... More specifically one shots, imagines and Edgar which is crazy because like three months ago I had no idea who they were and now I listen to them daily, maybe a little too much, and my Italian knowledge has definitely improved, just by listening to music, watching interviews and reading fanfiction (meaning I haven't actually even thought of duolingo or anything like that) 

Anyone else has an inner autocorrect that just makes them read sentences with typos like they should be or is it just me? Like my grandma sent me a note that said she had given my father my confirmation gift that will give it to me, implying that the gift would give itself, and I didn't even notice it until my mother pointed it out.... my brain read it 'I gave your gift to your father when he was here and he will give it to you on Saturday' when it was 'I gave your gift to your father when he was here that will give it to you on Saturday' 

But hi anyway.