I don't wanna accept the fact that he's gone, he had so much ahead of his life. He influenced me so much, he inspired me to start singing and writing songs. We knew that his depression was there and we wanted it to go away, because we wanted him to be happy with his life. But we knew he was suffering and we knew he was in pain. We thought he would get rid of it soon enough, but we didn't expect him to stop his pain...by ending his amazing life. It hurts so much to hear that Key locked himself in his room, Minho fainted from crying to much, Taemin was crying on the ground uncontrollably, and Onew really wanted to see him. Kim Jonghyun...you did well. May your soul rest in peace, shine bright like a star up there as you did down here, I'll miss you so much.❤⚘
