I was there for you when you needed me, listening to you for hours and hours, struggling with my feelings day by day, giving you a piece of my soul as the days pass..... i was wondering until when it would last? This mess, this nonsense... i had hope things would change that we could be good , that i could help you and your problems but truth to be told i can't. You are the key the only one that can help yourself. Sleepless night, tired day. I didn't care about myself honestly. I was blinded by my feelings i thought something good was coming for me but the storm was coming and this storm looked like a rainbow. It was beautiful and so good to look at but when it gets closer to you , you are changed, left with nothing but damage. Some people could say that iam dumb and we were always nothing. Maybe that was it and i just lived in illusions all this time. I had hope but now the fire turn them to dust............. Maybe i wasn't good enough i hope one day you'll find the right way and realize all the things you did. Maybe you were just a lost soul who needed to be guided.... who knows?