lonelysmut

The rose petals in my journal
          	Have dried into shades of brown
          	And your photographs in my drawer 
          	Haven't tasted air for years now
          	
          	Accompanies that dead rose
          	A faded letter of prose
          	That I never chose to post 
          	Afraid my love will get exposed
          	
          	I used to sit down to write 
          	And find the paper so white 
          	Spell Hope, I hoped one day 
          	I could set free those love birds
          	Caged in my heart night and day
          	Like the paper did to my words 
          	
          	As I tried to jot down
          	Thousands of words imbrown 
          	In the cerebrospinal fluid of my brain
          	Half of them die in vain,
          	And other half scream in pain
          	
          	It's neither easy to live with a mind 
          	Full of things unsaid and tacit
          	Nor enough ink to pen down the way 
          	My heart dances to your rhythmic play
          	
          	Its been five years or an half more 
          	I still love you to the core
          	You are my first crush 
          	You will be last one too
          	
          	I know you will never be mine
          	How hard I try I will never be fine 
          	To erase you of my memory line
          	A part of me has fallen for you 
          	And that part will never choose me back
          	

_Raksha_7

@lonelysmut omg❤️ beautiful
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marvelobsessed134

I’m following you just because you’re a swifty :) 

marvelobsessed134

@lonelysmut oh no the emojis in my last reply didn’t show up 
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wear_a_FOOKIN_mask

Hi Fellow Indian
          
          I hope you're having a good day. I don't want to be a bother but have come to support my friend's work. She has started a new story 'AN ANATOMY OF A WOUNDED SOUL'. It is a mystery-thriller teen fiction.
          
          https://my.w.tt/KS87olz269
          
          I hope you take a chance to read the story and support her writing.
          
          Please do and leave feedbacks.
          
          HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD
          
          Kashish
          ❤️
          

lonelysmut

The rose petals in my journal
          Have dried into shades of brown
          And your photographs in my drawer 
          Haven't tasted air for years now
          
          Accompanies that dead rose
          A faded letter of prose
          That I never chose to post 
          Afraid my love will get exposed
          
          I used to sit down to write 
          And find the paper so white 
          Spell Hope, I hoped one day 
          I could set free those love birds
          Caged in my heart night and day
          Like the paper did to my words 
          
          As I tried to jot down
          Thousands of words imbrown 
          In the cerebrospinal fluid of my brain
          Half of them die in vain,
          And other half scream in pain
          
          It's neither easy to live with a mind 
          Full of things unsaid and tacit
          Nor enough ink to pen down the way 
          My heart dances to your rhythmic play
          
          Its been five years or an half more 
          I still love you to the core
          You are my first crush 
          You will be last one too
          
          I know you will never be mine
          How hard I try I will never be fine 
          To erase you of my memory line
          A part of me has fallen for you 
          And that part will never choose me back
          

_Raksha_7

@lonelysmut omg❤️ beautiful
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