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Announcement:
I haven't been on lately, and I won't be on for a very long time. I've found myself stuck in a deep depression once again. I've let it get so bad that it feels like I've hit rock-bottom. Everyday it gets worse, everyday it gets harder and harder to face the light of day. All it does is bring me down more. I don't ever think it can get any worse until it does. Every single fucking day. Mental breakdowns have become a daily thing for me and it's something I can't help. School doesn't help with any of this either. I have to concentrate on my school work, but my depression and anxiety makes it extra hard to that, which also means I can't do anything on this app anymore. I have no idea when or if I'll be back, my mental state is in the worst state it's ever been in and it'll take awhile to get better. I may or may not be back. I wanted to get this message out instead of just leaving without having an explanation.
In case I'm not back, I want to thank everyone that's been here for me all these years on this app. I'm very grateful to have had you guys, and I'm sorry that this is where we part ways. I've been putting other people before me my whole life, and I'm realizing that I would have to love myself before I could do that anymore. Before I could love someone else platonically or romantically, and I'm going to try to get better. If I feel like it I will come back. But I can't make any promises.
Thank you again, to everyone, and take care.
~A