i’m going to be honest, i’m really really unmotivated to write. and honestly, i’m really avoiding writing before dawn specifically. i just hate it. i know many people like the story, but i’m struggling. i’m the author, which means i know the future of the story, and i don’t see it going anywhere. i had some fun ideas for future chapters but overall it feels cliche and rushed. i wish i hadn’t started the story so abruptly when the idea came to mind, and now that i’ve planned for new stories (i have some great ideas btw...like WAY better than before dawn), i’m discouraged to continue before dawn and can’t promise that i will. it just makes me feel shitty to write this much of the story and give up. i’m sorry to everyone. i’m going to think this over before making a decision.