fayeeeee

gotta go and act like i'm totally fine... again...

I'm not overacting nor telling lies. I'm totally messed up. But, don't worry. I'm not planning to kill myself. I'm just waiting for God to end everything - this cruel life.

I desperately want a solution to my nightmares but, what to do? I can’t see any other way out. It's all useless.

I don't want to kill myself but I would welcome death if it happened. I'd be happy and grateful.

I felt cloudy, confused, detached...

It's complete yaaaaaaaaay! 

I can't believe that after all the assignments that our teacher has given us, I'm still here reading. Like I don't care... 

How I wish someone would support me from what I'm doing. I tried my hardest but... 

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