Hey loves,
I honestly don’t even know how to explain what I’m feeling right now.
For the past 2 months, I was in complete heartbreak because I truly believed this account was gone for good. I thought I had lost all my hard work, my stories, and everything I had built here forever. It hurt more than I can explain, and it took me a long time to finally make peace with the idea that this chapter of my life was over.
And now somehow… it’s back.
I’m confused, emotional, and honestly still trying to process all of this.
Seeing this account again made me so happy, but what touched me even more was seeing just how much I was loved and missed by all of you. The messages, the love you still had for me and my stories… I can’t even put into words how much that means to me. Thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart
But in these past 2 months, I slowly created a new version of myself — one that no longer revolved around writing, updates. And as painful as it is to admit, I think I’ve adapted to that version of myself.
For now, I want to stay with that version of me.
That’s why I won’t be coming back to update these books. A part of me is still scared and paranoid that Wattpad could take everything away again, and I don’t think I can go through that kind of heartbreak another time. So for now, I’m choosing to step away from this side of myself and give myself the break I think I truly need.
Because of that, I’ll be unpublishing my books. Because I don't want anyone to report them again for the time I'm away.
Please don’t ask me to keep the books up or continue them, because I won’t be changing my mind. I truly hope you can understand and respect my decision.
Thank you for every read, every vote, every comment, and every ounce of love you gave me. I’ll carry it all with me always ❤️
Love Rara
