looneytaes26

Hey loves,
          	
          	I honestly don’t even know how to explain what I’m feeling right now.
          	
          	For the past 2 months, I was in complete heartbreak because I truly believed this account was gone for good. I thought I had lost all my hard work, my stories, and everything I had built here forever. It hurt more than I can explain, and it took me a long time to finally make peace with the idea that this chapter of my life was over.
          	
          	And now somehow… it’s back.
          	
          	I’m confused, emotional, and honestly still trying to process all of this.
          	
          	Seeing this account again made me so happy, but what touched me even more was seeing just how much I was loved and missed by all of you. The messages, the love you still had for me and my stories… I can’t even put into words how much that means to me. Thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart 
          	
          	But in these past 2 months, I slowly created a new version of myself — one that no longer revolved around writing, updates. And as painful as it is to admit, I think I’ve adapted to that version of myself.
          	
          	For now, I want to stay with that version of me.
          	
          	That’s why I won’t be coming back to update these books. A part of me is still scared and paranoid that Wattpad could take everything away again, and I don’t think I can go through that kind of heartbreak another time. So for now, I’m choosing to step away from this side of myself and give myself the break I think I truly need.
          	
          	Because of that, I’ll be unpublishing my books. Because I don't want anyone to report them again for the time I'm away. 
          	
          	Please don’t ask me to keep the books up or continue them, because I won’t be changing my mind. I truly hope you can understand and respect my decision.
          	
          	Thank you for every read, every vote, every comment, and every ounce of love you gave me. I’ll carry it all with me always ❤️
          	
          	
          	Love Rara

Zeesee_1234

@looneytaes26  I genuinely loved your work especially  Fated and Forbidden author, will you ever continue or come back? 
          	  Do inform us!! ✨
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Maria-Soe

I really really want to reread CM&RW. You don't know how much I miss and be deeply in love with the story... ♥️♥️♥️
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Nat_nothere

@looneytaes26 I can't even start to explain what I am feeling because a part no a bigger part of my life still misses you and all I want to read caramel milk x red wine just for once again and fell in love with your writing. Omg I cannot even explain the disappointment I felt when I read that some people had reported your books I mean theyaredick. I hope you never really or truly give up on writing. Ahhhh authori have fallen in love with your writing I wanted to learn from you I mean I just like now always in the middle of 
          	  Night think about those stories of marshmallow and cmrd. I just hope life will give me a chance to read faf. I hope you love yourself and like our boys return to do something you love even if it doesn't include writing anymore (can't believe I an say this it's really hard to assure and comfort while also feeling sad that it will mean never coming back to read your stories and books) there was so much more to read and coming from you I would have read them omg I still remember how many times I read cmrd again and again and the first time I cried the fuckkkkk how could you make it so good? I loved it really the nickname buttercup? Omg I will never forget and tiny tae and Minnie oh god I loved them especially. Love you author I really wish you return because at theend I am selfish for your writing. Lots of love and encouragement
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WiIdFlowerSuga

Unnieee.... I'm missing pretend to be mine.... Please gimme my mi vida backkk..... (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)
          
          Nothing just was Missing your books when I made my favs playlist....*crying buckets*
          I wanted all your books to to add... Stillll ..

VioletRose244

I want to read your books again....i have read all your books but I love to re Read it again and again.... sorry for reaching you out even after you asked not to....but we love you author so consider about comeback 

Maria-Soe

@VioletRose244 Me too.... I really need to reread CRW soo much. Really wish authornim read it
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zaramalik1243

I am so sorry for reaching out after you asked us not to, but I wanted to share how much your work means to me. Your stories have been my comfort zone and a way for me to calm down during bad days. While I respect your decision to stop writing, would you ever consider archiving your completed and ongoing works on platforms like AO3 or Inkitt? I’m only asking because I’m so attached to the world you created. Regardless of your answer, thank you for the joy your writing has brought me. ❤️ 

looneytaes26

Hey loves,
          
          I honestly don’t even know how to explain what I’m feeling right now.
          
          For the past 2 months, I was in complete heartbreak because I truly believed this account was gone for good. I thought I had lost all my hard work, my stories, and everything I had built here forever. It hurt more than I can explain, and it took me a long time to finally make peace with the idea that this chapter of my life was over.
          
          And now somehow… it’s back.
          
          I’m confused, emotional, and honestly still trying to process all of this.
          
          Seeing this account again made me so happy, but what touched me even more was seeing just how much I was loved and missed by all of you. The messages, the love you still had for me and my stories… I can’t even put into words how much that means to me. Thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart 
          
          But in these past 2 months, I slowly created a new version of myself — one that no longer revolved around writing, updates. And as painful as it is to admit, I think I’ve adapted to that version of myself.
          
          For now, I want to stay with that version of me.
          
          That’s why I won’t be coming back to update these books. A part of me is still scared and paranoid that Wattpad could take everything away again, and I don’t think I can go through that kind of heartbreak another time. So for now, I’m choosing to step away from this side of myself and give myself the break I think I truly need.
          
          Because of that, I’ll be unpublishing my books. Because I don't want anyone to report them again for the time I'm away. 
          
          Please don’t ask me to keep the books up or continue them, because I won’t be changing my mind. I truly hope you can understand and respect my decision.
          
          Thank you for every read, every vote, every comment, and every ounce of love you gave me. I’ll carry it all with me always ❤️
          
          
          Love Rara

Zeesee_1234

@looneytaes26  I genuinely loved your work especially  Fated and Forbidden author, will you ever continue or come back? 
            Do inform us!! ✨
Reply

Maria-Soe

I really really want to reread CM&RW. You don't know how much I miss and be deeply in love with the story... ♥️♥️♥️
Reply

Nat_nothere

@looneytaes26 I can't even start to explain what I am feeling because a part no a bigger part of my life still misses you and all I want to read caramel milk x red wine just for once again and fell in love with your writing. Omg I cannot even explain the disappointment I felt when I read that some people had reported your books I mean theyaredick. I hope you never really or truly give up on writing. Ahhhh authori have fallen in love with your writing I wanted to learn from you I mean I just like now always in the middle of 
            Night think about those stories of marshmallow and cmrd. I just hope life will give me a chance to read faf. I hope you love yourself and like our boys return to do something you love even if it doesn't include writing anymore (can't believe I an say this it's really hard to assure and comfort while also feeling sad that it will mean never coming back to read your stories and books) there was so much more to read and coming from you I would have read them omg I still remember how many times I read cmrd again and again and the first time I cried the fuckkkkk how could you make it so good? I loved it really the nickname buttercup? Omg I will never forget and tiny tae and Minnie oh god I loved them especially. Love you author I really wish you return because at theend I am selfish for your writing. Lots of love and encouragement
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