this message may be offensive
this is to my hani / my nani / my rat / my baby / my princess / my babygirl / my other half / my soulmate and my whole world. ♡
i love you so much, and i am not great with words to express my emotions but i just wanted to let you know that, even at the end of the world, i will always choose you. you've been so nice to me, and so supportive of whatever i did, you didn't flinch when i screamed, didn't leave when i blamed, didn't stop loving me at my worst and i am so thankful to you for everything. even when i am ignorant and pissed, you always find your ways to make me smile. maybe i don't say it a lot, but you're so special you know ? you're an angel, my angel.
i hate it when you say you're sad, when your heart hurts, when you say you don't take your meals properly, when you say you cry yourself to sleep, when you say sad songs make you tear up, when you say you someone to hug you, want someone to hold you. i hate to see you broken and to see you give up, all i want is to then hug you and kiss your pretty cheeks and let you know how fucking precious to me, and to many others. but i can't, and i can't comfort with words. but it doesn't mean i can never right ? someday you will wake up, smiling next to me, and that day will come soon.