Okay so this is my hail mary. Dunno if this will work whatever the outcome, I tried. If you're the wrong person, please let me know and I will delete this and be on my way.
So IDK if this is the right person I'm talking to. I won't say your IRL name or anything since from the looks of things you're mentally struggling. If you don't remember me, I'll give you a run down: my wattpad name originally was @whitemoontales . I wrote creepypasta fanfics a millennium ago and we met on here. We would Skype ALOT. If you don't remember me or want notthing to do with me thats okay too. All I'm doing is looking for someone I used to know way back when. A lot has changed since then, and I am sorry for getting msd at you all those years ago. I had a crap ton of pressure on me then. But I've been looking for you; even if you want nothing to do with me ever I just wanted to see if your alive and doing okay. If you're who I think you are, feel free to respond or delete this or block it whatever you wanna do. I won't judge you. Again alot has happened between then and now.
We used to joke about how you're in the future and I was in the past because of time differences. I still remember your favorite pokemon (at the time). Hopefully we can reconnect as friends but if not that's okay too. I became a crappy person later on only to work on myself later and do better than what I was doing back then. Again. You don't have to interact. No worries of pressure.