- I fell in love like we fall asleep, slowly and then all at once. Spending my whole life to dream of something that inevitably could never existence in such a crowed dark universe. There is no place we will escape growing up or forgetting things or obviously death. But rather looking into those eyes captured in blue case of crystal paradise I found a comfort with what I had previously knew as fiction. One can not choose destiny but ride with the wind it creates. As a young one you sit and watch pretty much everyone you ever loved die around you and put them to rest. You watch as people mourn over there cold body and you wonder what they must see and who they might have been where ever they might be. It is a pity to wonder such concrete things. It truly is. And while you see all these lovers around you prance in blind laughter. Silently you hate them because you have already had such a thing and that freedom is over for you. The universe will be noticed no matter what humans do. And the pain will be felt. And life will keep on going on. It will be a privilege to be broken by an angel. And for me no matter what this life comes to. Its good. Such a good life.

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lostgirljb14 lostgirljb14 Nov 12, 2016 05:57PM
I remember when we would all write. And when life was perfect. Such a damn shame what has happened. How broken must be break open until it kills us? I have no answers 
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