🎲

⋆.ೃ࿔ @godlyhuntings  ❜͟  
            
            i think .. you’ll always be my good luck charm.  

[ his face falls, stopping in his tracks. any thought comes to a halt, simply replaying her voice in his head. love. he’d believed it was only a word, taken and rarely given, but it didn’t feel like one. it felt real. at the sight of her hesitance to reach forward, he does just that, holding her in a comforting embrace. ] suki… [ he practically pleads, any semblance of rational leaving him as his head dips down, eyes closing. ] fuck, i- i love you too. [ the hesitation didn’t come from the declaration itself but from the fact that she’d said it so casually and he felt like a coward for skirting away from it, scared such a thing wasn’t true for him. he shouldn’t have been. he’d hardly feared monsters anymore, gods and titans, but this was all the more real than any of that. ] i’m sorry. [ he kisses the top of her head, trembling as he tries to catch his breath. ] i’m sorry. 
            
            / mine might be a little short i’m sorry 

⋆.ೃ࿔ @godlyhuntings  ❜͟  
            
            [ for a moment after he finishes,  she can’t speak.  his words seem to echo in the space between them,  settling into her chest in a way that makes it difficult to breathe.  suki watches the way his lips tremble,  the way his throat works as he swallows past the dryness,  and something inside her chest fractures quietly.  her eyes search his face as he speaks about risk,  about people knowing,  about what it could cost her to stay anywhere near him.  every single word sounds heavier than the last,  like he’s dragging them out against his own instincts.  her chest tightens painfully.  her arms fall loosely at her sides as she studies him again,  the tension in his shoulders,  the guilt written across every inch of him.  her lips press together for a moment before she shakes her head faintly. ]    you decided for me.   [ the words come out gentle,  but there’s an undeniable weight behind them. ]    you ask me if that’s a risk i want to take  ..   [ her voice softens even more,  the vulnerability in it impossible to fully hide now. ]    i’ve already taken it—-  a long time ago.    [ her fingers twitch at her sides like she’s debating reaching for him,  but she hesitates,  holding herself still.  she studies him for another quiet second,  eyes glistening now despite the composure she’s trying to keep.  her voice cracks just slightly before she steadies it again.  she can’t contain herself.  not now. ]    if loving you is dangerous,  then that’s a risk i͟ choose!   you don’t get to—-  to leave and frame it as if you’re p̲r͟o͟t͟e͟c͟t͟i͟n͟g̲ me.    [ she gestures to herself. ]    you think i’m not scared?  i am!  all the time.  but i get a say too!  

[ the silence was the worst part, usually warm and inviting, felt suffocating and cold by his own design. he could see it in her eyes, the fight against tears; his was the same, his lips trembling slightly. she was right— it did show up in his mouth. his head shakes, about to take a step closer before she beats him to it. ] this doesn’t mean that i’m leaving you. [ he swallows, throat dry like cotton balls jammed and painful. he couldn’t leave her like that and just never see her again. she’d changed a lot of what he believed he deserved— what he felt like he was worth in the few months that they knew each other and it didn’t feel like months. they were too familiar to be held to a certain timeline. they’d a͟l͟w͟a͟y͟s͟ known each other. ] i couldn’t just leave you, but if anyone knew i had someone i… cared about— is that a risk you’d wanna take? [ yes risk, he knew what he was asking as dangerous as it was. he’d never ask her to risk her safety— her life for him. it was irresponsible, selfish even. ] i guess i didn’t talk to you first because i felt like that wasn’t even a question… i shouldn’t ask you to do something like that for me. 

(in    darkness  is    where  the  creature  remained,    it’s     hefty  form    enveloped  in  shadow    and heavy    furs  hanging     around stitched    features.      strands   of dark    hair   blew    as  gusts  of wind    made contact,    all  else was    covered —- all    various shades    of blue,    purple,   green;    dead   skin  shielded    from    passing   eyes   of   all  who  encountered  him.    adam    stayed   silent,    his   stance   that of   an unmoving    statue —- eyes    fixed on   the step    she  took;    the   distance  closing  at  a  slow  pace)      be   warned,     the  flesh  that  lies  beneath  these  layers  of  hide  and  cloth  shares  no  similarities  to  your  own.    pallid  and  mons—-trous,     sickly  and  uneven.    (it   described  itself   as  though  it  didn’t  breathe,   didn’t  have  a  heart  nor  any  capabilities  of  feeling —- or  emotion.    he  spoke  as  lowly  of  himself  as  his  master  had)     

⋆.ೃ࿔ @monstraum  ❜͟  
            
            [ another small step.  the woman tilts her head slightly to the side,  an attempt to gain a better view of the taller figure in the darkness.  cold slender fingers intertwine with each-other behind her back.  a soft hum can be heard from her before she speaks. ]    i would like to make that decision for myself  ..  if you’ll let me.  

/      intro    !!

/     ykw hit me up w curious pls! 

/ banter pls <3

oh, what were you watching! i could do a movie night— [ he grins, shaking his head for a moment; realizing he sounded a bit too eager for a moment. he chuckles nervously. ] i-if that’s alright with you? 

⋆.ೃ࿔ @godlyhuntings  ❜͟  
            
            well isn’t this a sweet surprise!  thank you for the candy.  come in—-  i was just watching a movie.  i was actually going to text you but it looks like you read my mind.  

⋆.ೃ࿔ @godlyhuntings  ❜͟  
            
            hmm—-   [ she lets it sit,  letting the vibration of her hum sound.  a smile begins to form. ]   can i have a hint?    [ she playfully asks,  a soft giggle slipping out. ]    

⋆.ೃ࿔ @trickedeals  ❜͟  
            
            okay,  count me in.  you know i always love a good tip.   [ she offers the other a knowing smile,  adjusting the coat that clung to her. ] 

⋆.ೃ࿔ @trickedrinks  ❜͟  
            
            i said it’s time for break.  ( .. )  you alright? 

⋆.ೃ࿔ @godlyhuntings  ❜͟  
            
            no no—-  it’s okay.  really!  i just would’ve planned better,  that’s all.  i can cancel and reschedule.  it’s seriously not a problem at all.  

sorry— julia let me in. i didn’t know i (…) i should’ve texted, that’s my bad. 

⋆.ೃ࿔ @godlyhuntings  ❜͟  
            
            thank you.  i was just going to go out to meet with a friend.  i wasn’t expecting you to come over—-