lostinoceanicdepths

Gosh, I got the news.  This is so freaking disappointing but also understandable.  I don't know what to do.  I decide to take a break and I still am,   thinking that the amazing stuff I read will still be there when I want to read them. I leave for more than three weeks just to discover this. This year has been nothing but disappointment and even more disappointment.  I might be dramatic,  I feel like crying when i saw some the stories I saved being deleted.  Imagine what those authors feel like, their hard work and beautiful works being removed .  I miss it here and I miss my unfinished reads but I'm not ready yet.  Hopefully,  there is no more crazy stuff happening when I do decide to come back.  Have a good night,  Stay safe and take care.

Hello. So I know I haven't been reading anything.  I've hit block again for some reason  But I want to, but I don't want to force it if my mind keeps recoiling at the idea of reading sometimes.  I have a long list, and some still reads but I really like to take my time and become one and  invest in the books I choose to read. *Big sighs* But I also don't want what I love to feel like a task. My mind is confusing,  sometimes I love reading and I read alot, sometimes I don't want to read, sometimes I just wanna watch something. That's just me I guess, very confusing and indecisive. Anyways, less of this stupid negativity. 
          I'm watching this amazing series , it's called "Heartstoppers" in case you all don't know and you can watch if you haven't.  It's a great show, it's okay if its not your cup of tea. 
          
          Anyways the therapist,  Geoff said this thing that really stuck with me and I wanna share it. He said that "Trauma doesn't define you. But it also doesn't vanish in five minutes, so...so give yourself some grace." I hope it reaches someone that needs to hear this.

Irrelevant but sometimes I wish I can write stories, you know. Like I got a good imagination I guess( a bit wild I might say) but I hit a dead stop where I can't channel my thoughts into words. Hate it. I wish that someday I can let people meet my special people (characters formed in my mind) so readers can feel their depth like I do. What good is an imagination if you can't put it to good use? Like writing a story. One day. Someday. Hopefully. Fingers crossed!

I feel suddenly in a reading slump. My interest to invest myself in books have lessened. I thought I'd have free time to read more but school's ruined that because of research projects and that too after exams. I really want to read out the books I started and I feel sad about it. I'll be back soon

Hi friend! Thank you for adding Picking Sides to your reading list! c: I hope you enjoy the story if/when you read <3 

TYSM for adding my story to your reading list!! <33