I know there's no excuse but I disappear sometimes (it's always flight or flight for me) and believe me, I DO NOT enjoy doing this, really feels like I'm giving some people major trust issues out there. I'm sorry for that, I should've just given a straight answer instead of giving you all false hope. So much has happened too but I know that writing is my life because I seriously can't go a freakin' day without writing or thinking about writing. I've really tried to continue my book but I can't and it's this physical thing, I don't feel as good as I used to when writing fan fictions. Believe me! I've tried literally everything to get into that writing zone but it's not me anymore. Although I do intend to convert my stories into original fictions. I want to write my own stories, obviously similar to the kinds of stuff I've written before, just NOT FAN FICTIONS anymore. And I know I can just leave my existing books published on here but I personally don't want something I'm not a hundred percent satisfied with out in the world. I'm sorry if this is upsetting but I'm gonna write anyway. This is also long overdue but THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH for still welcoming me back and reading my work every time I left (again, I'm working on this) and being this kind to me, thank you ❤️❤️❤️