Isn't pain such a pretty little thing? I think it is. It's better than nothing. 

I hurt myself so that nobody else can. 

I'm holding on, but I think it hurts more than just letting go. No one cares enough to pick me up when I fall, they just ignore me. But it's not like I can blame them, because I'm not worth anything.

My life just feels like hell, and that's where I'll go some day.