Hello! I know no one reads these, but I wanted to say: its okay if you aren't at the top of your game right now. You don't have to be super productive. I'm gonna be honest, my self esteem was the lowest it was in awhile today. I had a slight "mental breakdown" and cried about feeling ugly in the shower. If you aren't okay: that's okay. I an always here I'd you need someone to talk to, if you don't feel like you have anyone to talk to.