Bernadette Lavender

starting my first romcom ever! so excited to write this. chapter one coming soon! just doing some last-minute edits. check out the character aesthetics i made!

thank you for the follow! :)

hello to my 22 followers!
          
          i am finally coming back to wattpad and choosing to continue watering my love for writing. the imposter syndrome hit me too hard. being in my twenties and not being where i want to be as a writer was something i struggled with so slowly, i found myself pulling back from something i love so much.
          
          it has been a hard couple of years, being away from my one true passion but i am ready to water this plant once again. i am ready to embrace the flaws, allow myself to suck but as long as i am being consistent and telling these stories, i will be incredibly proud. starting this off with my dark academia story i have not been able to get out of my head for over ten years now. watty submissions are also open so maybe i should join haha. anyway, glad to be back. i hope to talk to you all! make some friends and discuss our love for storytelling!
          
          love,
          bernie

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          Don't quit. You're already in pain. You're already hurt. Get a reward from it. 
          
          Be patient with yourself. You are growing stronger every day. The weight of the world will become lighter and you will begin to shine brighter. Don't give up.
          
          Don't try to be perfect. Just try to be better than you were yesterday
          
          Don't stop until you're proud. ❤️‍
          
          Take life day by day and be grateful for the little things. Don't get caught up in what you can't control accept it and make the best of it. 
          . It's time to blossom. ❤️‍
          
          "When you form the habit of searching for the positive in every circumstance, your life will move into its highest dimensions."
          
          
          Stay positive and strong, even when it feels like everything in your life is falling apart. Your efforts will soon be rewarded. 
          
          You came to this world with unique strengths. Don’t dwell on your weaknesses. Focus on what you excel at. Each soul excels at something. Clarify your strengths, what makes you come alive, what you do best. Build on it. That’s what creates momentum, & great success 
          
          Keep walking through the storm.Your rainbow is waiting on the other side
          
          When we stop conforming to the crowd, when we are doing what we believe, when our actions are in line with our values, when we stop compromising, when we are being our truest self, that’s when we start creating our path to success. Be you.
          
          “Instead of worrying about what you cannot control, shift your energy to what you can create.”✨
          
          
          Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living. 
          
          
          What you believe about yourself and your life, on a deep Subconscious level is what you live out daily through your actions, words, choices, and habits. It's also what you attract and manifest more of. Be mindful of the power of your belifes and their power over your life
          
          
          Be proud of yourself for who you've become and for the journeys you've walked.

so, i finally updated by story! chapter 4 and 5 are now up!!

i have three chapters ready but i'm nervous to post them because my time off writing was spent reading and my work doesn't compare to the work i've been reading. i'll post but i'll need to shut off the voice in my head telling me my work is terrible. aghdsfjekdaf

slowly getting back to writing after a pretty difficult few months just trying to deal with all the things in my mind. excited but nervous to write. just trying to focus on getting the words on the page and to the world as opposed to letting my perfectionist side win.

chapter three of 'Wait For Me' has been posted! Go check it out

100 views on my story (ahh!!!!) thank you for everyone who has helped me reach this small milestone. hoping for so many more!

just posted the second chapter of my story! go check it out and show some love :)