FIRST I WANNA START BY APOLOGIZING FOR LEAVING SO UNEXPECTEDLY
that was never my intentions, and i’m so so so sorry for just upping and leaving without any explanation at all. i started to grow apart from writing because i would see all these wonderful writers and think my work just wasn’t as great as theirs, and that my skills in writing were completely lacking when it came to descriptive terms which highly upset and frustrated me. at one point i even forgot all about my life with tøp and most importantly, you lovely’s... however i love tøp and joshler with my whole heart and i really miss writing, so i figured i’d come back and start fresh and new with my works. i’ve been working on my writing lately, playing with new styles and different setups, so hopefully i will be better this time. with tøp coming back with new music, i’m feeling more inspired than ever and i really hope i make you all happy this time around!!
—shay ♡