lotusatare

My fics have been archived and I will not be posting here anymore. I am not comfortable with having them up even if I do add a disclaimer.

lotusatare

Just a heads up: I am not a writer, I do not know you.
          
          What do I mean by this? Two things;
          One, I do not write actively, I do not always want 2 write. I am a digital artist above all else and I prefer to focus on that over writing bc writing is difficult and not stress-relieving 4 me. Please don't expect new content fast, I do not write fast nor actively and I also tend to go back and forth on my ideas for a while.
          
          Two, please do not act like we're friends. I am an artist on Wattpad who wrote two fanfictions that r mediocre at best and do not have anything 2 do with the original source. Please, if you want 2 get 2 know me then you can ask for my socials.
          
          I don't want 2 treat this like a social media since it's just a place 2 write things, but it's five in the morning and I'm realising it's almost 2023 but I have yet 2 write anything new. Please don't expect much from me, I am not a writer nor do I have skill in it, so my process is slow. The idea I've been toying around with has been mostly scrapped due to how baseless the concept is, so if waiting 4 probably another few months is 2 much 4 you then you have every right to leave, I won't b upset.
          
          Please remember I am human 2, this is going 2 be the last update I put out intil I finally have some decent-ish content 4 you guys. I need 2 sleep. See ya.

JonahLikesFish

@lotusatare You make amazing work and you've inspired me to write. Take as much time as you need.
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lotusatare

"Mark Heathcliff has been looking for his best friend, Cesar Torres, for a month since his disappearance; that is, until Cesar shows up on his doorstep unprompted. Things are off though, they’re dressed weirdly, and proposing a scheme, a deal with a “holy being.” Slowly, things unravel and Mark has to figure out how to save himself and his loved ones."

lotusatare

hey, another important announcement:
          
          that thing i was working on? i think im ognna give up the au, maybe give it to someone else. i dont have any good ideas to make that au work and i have another one.
          
          if anyone has been keeping tabs on my other socials, you'll know ive been working on a project: the Mandela Tea Party au. and well, after serious thought, i think im gonna make this au my main priority. working on the designs and the lore brings back the joy i had when developing the previous stories.
          ive been working hard on the designs for a few weeks and once i finish up the last few, i think i can start outlining the story. this story is gonna take a lot longer and a lot more effort due to tons of lore and stuff, but i think itll be worth it.
          
          in the mean time, any small updates/new designs will be posted to my socials.
          
          -eve/mel

lotusatare

this message may be offensive 
just another reminder:
          please dont vent??? in the comments of my stories??? and dont try and compare our issues or say you wish you had my issues???
          
          it's really disrespectful. please stop commenting about my eating disorder and shit, stop glamorising eating disorders. my eating disorder has ruined my life, not once has an eating disorder been a positive experience for anyone. please talk to someone instead of venting in my comments or making it about you.
          
          i'm not here to be a therapist and writing this story has caused so many unnecessary issues. you guys are really making me second guess writing again...

lotusatare

@Lord_Frost thank you for your input. yes, i agree to an extent im fine with people commenting about it since the main focal points of the story are based on my own experience, but it gets uncomfortable when people pry into my life. i share these things not for sympathy but so that people can know theyre not alone, and that there is a way out. again thank you for your input and dont worry about your english, i can understand you well!
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Lord_Frost

In addition, certain topics remain very difficult for me to be treated, which is why sometimes I stay out of it to avoid saying the wrong things.
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Lord_Frost

@ lotusatare  I completely agree with you. I personally can't accept the fact that there are people who does this. If someone writes something about (inserting pronoum) self, then it is clear that in some ways there are some autobiographical things about the author (I'm saying this because in one of my recent stories I'm doing this) and the fact that from nowhere someone says something of his venting in another one's is clearly disrespectful like you said in you're post. I always try my best to not interact and say something that is too much, because I'm afraid that you can misunderstood all I said since I'm not someone who has English as a first language, but this is still what I think, so yeah: if another of you guys is reading this, try to do your best to don't make this kind of things happen.
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lotusatare

jesus it deleted the previous one wtf.
          
          anyway, so im...still working on smth, havent begun writing bc im still drafting and designing it...but with school and constant sewerslide attempts im really busy so its taking a while.
          
          two new aus, only have 1 of em planned out lol. hopeuflly at least the first chapter will be out by december...thanks for your patience.