loueh-you-idiut

wow i forgot about this place hello :0

loueh-you-idiut

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LIAM U LITTLE-
          what happened to the boy with the sunshine smile?
           :(
          people change, ofc. But not this way.
          im just sad and disappointed.
          it was ZAYN. The iconic ziam Zayn. 
          how could u? 
          when Niall Horan unfollows someone, you know somethings really gone down.
          i really hope he gets his shit together, because all I've ever felt for him is love.
          a lot of u probably think the maya allegations are false but there's proof of him with the same girl when he was still with maya. she went live and we saw Liam's hair and his tattoos in it.
          im mad sad disappointed.
          also k-pop is not a whole other genre u can disregard as one.
          k-pop bands come under whatever type of music they make. (ie. hip-hop, RnB, etc,.)
           
          i know YOU guys won't, but directioners, BTS fans, sos fans, don't send hate and death threats towards him.
          holding him accountable is different from hating. Let's not stoop down to that level okay?
          tpwk love u all so much

loueh-you-idiut

hey guys, I've been up and down lately. The past one week just flew by and all I've done is study. I've also been doing this diet, but it didn't work and ugh I'm so sad about it. I have my exams right around the corner and I'm really trying to focus on them but I'm scared that if I get any fatter I will have to go to the doctor- (okay so in my country these specific exams basically decide your entire life- well you can redo them if you fail, but then you gotta redo your whole grade  ugh) and then dad lost his pendrive and he asked me to look for em and I did, but I lost em so I wish I never found them in the first place. He's being nice about it and just asking me to concentrate of my studies for now but I feel like a failure. I have an entire BINDER full of notes I made this past week but yet I feel like I've done NOTHING. My friends and family have been saying I'm studying really hard but I feel like it's not enough and I wanna cry. And there's algae forming at the end of my windows because all the sky is doing these days is CRY just like me and ugh ugh ugh I hate myself and my stupid whining bye

tokyo0n

Omg! Try and go to a doctor if you can… that doesn’t sound good
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loueh-you-idiut

@tokyo0n oh hi yes about that, I actually go for walks everyday for about an hour or two. I'm currently very sick. I have a fever, I've been puking and a terrible cold. I may or may not go crazy. My parents are constantly invalidating my very severe anxiety and I wanna die </3
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tokyo0n

It sounds like you’re doing a lot. Maybe take a small break to go outside for a walk or just take a breather—cramming nonstop will only stress you out more. Just do what you think is best for your own health and you will feel better :) you’re doing great!
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loueh-you-idiut

Hey people pls reply and talk to me I'm lonely and can only trust strangers on the internet at the moment. 
          Also anyone have book recommendations? Not Wattpad just regular books

JaquelineRose28

@loueh-you-idiut Oh omg do I? The Song of Achilles is really good. You should also read "Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe", all of Cassandra Clare's books are really good (she has amazing representation), I'm looking into a series called 'The Foxhole Court' that sounds amazing, Stardust by Neil Gaiman, a lot of V.E. Schwab's books are really good (I'm currently reading 'The Near Witch by her'). I have a lot more but I can't think of them off the top of my head, lol.
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frogface317

@loueh-you-idiut hiiii you should read “the song of achillies” by madeline moore
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loueh-you-idiut

so close to deleting and making a new account because people are so mean :(
          like pls your not the only one with an opinion.

JaquelineRose28

Aw, I’m sorry darling. People are too rude. Do what’s best for you! 
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