jamimah

gaining followers because they think ur nice/ funny in the comments>>> so many of yall are from comments honestly live u all uwu

ALSO HAPPY PRIDE TO ALL OF U SORRY IM LATE

LIAM U LITTLE-
          what happened to the boy with the sunshine smile?
           :(
          people change, ofc. But not this way.
          im just sad and disappointed.
          it was ZAYN. The iconic ziam Zayn. 
          how could u? 
          when Niall Horan unfollows someone, you know somethings really gone down.
          i really hope he gets his shit together, because all I've ever felt for him is love.
          a lot of u probably think the maya allegations are false but there's proof of him with the same girl when he was still with maya. she went live and we saw Liam's hair and his tattoos in it.
          im mad sad disappointed.
          also k-pop is not a whole other genre u can disregard as one.
          k-pop bands come under whatever type of music they make. (ie. hip-hop, RnB, etc,.)
           
          i know YOU guys won't, but directioners, BTS fans, sos fans, don't send hate and death threats towards him.
          holding him accountable is different from hating. Let's not stoop down to that level okay?
          tpwk love u all so much

hey guys, I've been up and down lately. The past one week just flew by and all I've done is study. I've also been doing this diet, but it didn't work and ugh I'm so sad about it. I have my exams right around the corner and I'm really trying to focus on them but I'm scared that if I get any fatter I will have to go to the doctor- (okay so in my country these specific exams basically decide your entire life- well you can redo them if you fail, but then you gotta redo your whole grade  ugh) and then dad lost his pendrive and he asked me to look for em and I did, but I lost em so I wish I never found them in the first place. He's being nice about it and just asking me to concentrate of my studies for now but I feel like a failure. I have an entire BINDER full of notes I made this past week but yet I feel like I've done NOTHING. My friends and family have been saying I'm studying really hard but I feel like it's not enough and I wanna cry. And there's algae forming at the end of my windows because all the sky is doing these days is CRY just like me and ugh ugh ugh I hate myself and my stupid whining bye

Also guys I'm deleting my book rip if y'all want it (no one would obviously) I can doc share the chapters lol

Hey people pls reply and talk to me I'm lonely and can only trust strangers on the internet at the moment. 
          Also anyone have book recommendations? Not Wattpad just regular books

so close to deleting and making a new account because people are so mean :(
          like pls your not the only one with an opinion.

I'm not a larry anymore? Idk I've grown apart.
          I feel like I was too immersed into these fantasies to realise what's real. I spent all my time on edits/Wattpad. I was doing bad at school and everything. I stopped using Wattpad and now my grades are better and I do alot of things other than staring at my phone/ipad all day. I'm off depressents. I thought reading fanfiction was therapy, but it wasn't. It made me worse. My condition has significantly improved. I still respect all larries and always will be a part of the family. I may or may not come back to read some of my fav fics because I'm emotionally attached to them like 17 black by @frogface317 I've made so many friends on here and I love you all immensely. My dms are still open and I still read regular fictional books.
          Love
          xxxx

Happy pride babies :) 
          xxx