this is going to be my final thing to say on here, I don't even know why I keep coming back to this when I've moved on in my life LMAO, but I have a job now, at a farmers market I haven't started yet tho, I reconnected with my childhood best friend who I thought was spreading such awful things about me but it wasn't true, me and my other friend have gotten so close lately, my mom is going on vacation and leaving me here, which I'm excited for because ill have more freedom. my driving school is in a week, my life has been super good, I made a new friend named Syd who I think is so amazing. I'm learning to love life again, I do wish this friendship never happened though, because it hurt a lot when you vanished, probably because you never explained anything, and I don't know if you couldn't or if I was just too annoying, but yeah, either way I truly think im ready to let go of whatever this was completely, even though it used to make me sad, I cant even remember what we ever talked about anymore and now my life is filled with good things, and I hope yours is as well, maybe I needed you as a friend at the time, but I know I was a shitty friend lmfao, but thanks for being my friend if you ever see this, if not then I'm talking to myself, which my therapist said its good to let all your words come out so that's what I'm doing, anyways bye, thanks for crossing my path and bearing with me when i was going through my darkest time I apologize for anything I've ever done
