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someone pls recommend me some fluffy and smuty larry fics! nothing too sad and intense  though. 

okay i need like an unbiased opinion on my friendship breakup sort of situation.
          ok so my friend let's call her A, we've been friends practically our whole lives best friends for 5-6 years.
          4 months back A comes to my house asking for her camera which i had borrowed as my camera wasn't working now a few days back i had asked my mum about the same camera cause it wasn't where i'd kept it so she was like idk although A did come a couple of weeks prior when i was sleeping and took something small which my mom couldn't see and she asked "are you leaving" she said "yeah auntie" and left my mom really didn't think much of it.
          now fast forward to the day she came to my house asking for her camera, i started to try to find it cause i thought maybe my mum was mistaken, and she's just sitting on the floor playing with my dog as i'm stressing and brother is also trying to find the damn camera and mother who already asked if she's sure it isn't at her house cause she saw her take something and she's like yeah i'm positive, so like after 45 mins of this i'm like i can't find it anywhere but i'll keep looking for it and give it back if i find it and if not i'll reimburse you for it and my mom was like "A we will look for it here and you also please check if you have it love" a day after that all happened i had like a sleepover for 3 days at my other best friends house so i hadn't seen the text A had sent me which said
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          i can’t remember where i put the sharpener. i just can’t remember where the box is and i need to know. i just need the satisfaction of knowing that i still have them. it’s comforting in weird sort of way. 

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          i hate that my scars are fading away i know it’s  supposed to be a "good thing" but it sure doesn’t feel like it. 
          i can’t remember why i stopped doing it in the first place? i think it was mostly bc it was summer time? it’s not anymore though. 
          a couple days ago at school i took out a bl*de went to the restroom and i just cried my eyes out i didn’t do anything with it just kept it in my pocket, i’m not sure what stopped me. 
          the more my scars are fading the more i want to start doing it again. 
          i wish i had cut  deeper but it’s never enough is it? 
          i’m sorry this rant is all over the place. 

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          i think insta knows what i’m thinking or something bc today when i have the strongest urge to sh it’s showing me reels that are related to it. :)

Rant
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          i haven’t been on here in a while honestly i didn’t feel the need to bc when you keep yourself occupied you don’t have the time to feel sad. i made some great friends on this app i wish i still talk to all of them but it’s okay i still talk to some. i feel myself slipping back into a place that’s too much for me to handle. i haven’t sh in a while and by while i mean probably nearly a year or more not sure i stopped keeping track of it probs 3 months in, it helped not knowing how long it’s been. i feel a really strong urge to do it today it’s so strong i swear. i don’t want to feel this way again. my head hurts from crying my body hurts and i don’t even know why, i slept the whole day yesterday bc sleeping has always been my escape it’s my comfort space. i don’t want to continue my life like this i wish i was different i wish intelligent i’ve always lacked never admit it either i’m too ashamed. first time i’m saying that. i feel sorry for my parents i truly do. 

honestly i love dogs so much, they’re just too cute to be mad at 

i just really want someone to talk to, but if i do that then i’ll feel like a burden and that’s not any better.
          

i honestly want to cry so bad rn but i can’t even do that bc then my brother will thinks it’s bc of him but it’s so much more than that lol

i’m in train wreck era *heart eyes emoji*