louisbluebaby928

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worst fucking christmas of my life. i’m 17, sitting alone eating cereal and watching greys anatomy in my undecorated house, while my mother and stepfather are yelling at each other outside in the pouring rain. doesn’t feel like fucking christmas to me. feels just like any other shitty day. i’m tired, i just want it to be over

fookyourtight

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@louisbluebaby928 hi honey, life is fucking hard and I understand. But know that there are people who are always there for you, you're amazing and keep striving to find the good in things and seeing tomorrow. For now enjoy your cereal and Greys Anatomy and plug out the shouting and listen to the rain. Love yourself and all you have to offer. You're worth everything in this world. Merry Christmas, you deserve all the gifts and love in the world.
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louisbluebaby928

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worst fucking christmas of my life. i’m 17, sitting alone eating cereal and watching greys anatomy in my undecorated house, while my mother and stepfather are yelling at each other outside in the pouring rain. doesn’t feel like fucking christmas to me. feels just like any other shitty day. i’m tired, i just want it to be over

fookyourtight

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@louisbluebaby928 hi honey, life is fucking hard and I understand. But know that there are people who are always there for you, you're amazing and keep striving to find the good in things and seeing tomorrow. For now enjoy your cereal and Greys Anatomy and plug out the shouting and listen to the rain. Love yourself and all you have to offer. You're worth everything in this world. Merry Christmas, you deserve all the gifts and love in the world.
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louisbluebaby928

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i’m gonna be sick
          
          FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO EVER MADE HIM FEEL LIKE HE WAS WRONG EHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HIM.
          
          all these SICK FUCKS made this happen. you made him fucking KILL HIMSELF. you didn’t even KNOW HIM and you still managed to make him so miserable that he felt he had to end his own life.
          
          i’m so sorry li, i’m gonna miss you so much. you brought me so much joy and comfort. you deserved better. i love now and i will ALWAYS love you. Rest in Peace baby❤️

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@louisbluebaby928 tbh, yeah he was miserable but it was gonna happen. This has been ongoing for years now. The hotel photos are sick and definitely made me look at it in a different light. I don’t think it was intentional, I think he just got carried away and flipped out, punched the TV and jumped/fell out of the window. Like tbh it’s pretty cut and dry. I’ve been in disbelief since I heard. I remember when people used to make jokes about this situation years ago when they first split and it had been about a year-two years in and they’d say that if someone had to go it would be him. Crazy foreshadowing now that I think about it cause I used to a lot and it used to bug me that I felt one of them was gonna die early and now here we are. We are at later…
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louisbluebaby928

so… my mother is moving across the country to washington. without me.

louisbluebaby928

@curlythefrog thank you<3
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curlythefrog

@louisbluebaby928 i'm sorry, ml. i dont know what to say but i'm here
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curlythefrog

@louisbluebaby928 oh
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