Though I'm pretty sure you're able to. Believe in yourself, We all love you for who you are. Please don't forget that. I've lost it again too but we're able to survive. I know you're strong enough. Think about your fave/5 when you're about to cut. Somebody on twitter send me a pic of Harry when I told them I was, and then I cried for ten minutes straight. It really helps, I've experienced it. You can always PM me if you'd like to. I'm sure you can, I believe in you. xx