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Zouis?!!!

I was in shock this whole time until Liam's funeral.. that it hit me and cried hard enough that my head is hurting 

This is so heartbreaking 
          The little girl in me is hurting 
          And the other boys messages, Louis , Zayn... they're probably hurting more than we could ever do 

It can't be !!! 
          Liam is dead ? Liam killed himself!!! I'm literally speechless i i 

I'm gonna kill myself I have an organic chemistry exam in 4 hours and I haven't slept at all and I have been studying for days and still can't understand anything I'm truly going to kill myself 
          Gotta need a big ahh luck this time to Not get a failing grade ( if I did I have to do this university year oh my god ) 

I want to learn Spanish 

Post exams >>> ( Even tho I failed most of them ) 

I'm sitting in my pharmacic biophysique class and holding tears , this is so out of my level why did I ever believe I was capable of this hard major 

Heyyyyy how is everyone doing in here how is life going on with you 
          I personally became an academic victim in pharmacy school and having boys problems , I miss my life 2 years ago 

I'm officially becoming a dr in pharmacy In 6 years <3 welcome to the suffering in pharmacy school :)