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"Everybody needs a second chance. Don't let them go if you see your worth in their eyes. Optimism runs through your veins. Surely, you will deserve the good."
          
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louissksk

Hi, as you can see, my “Alpha Axis” book has been discontinued. This was a very heartfelt book that I had put my sweats and time into, and I thought it was the one. I later then realized that this project was given to make me grow and learn new things. Writing this book has been a rollercoaster as I was on my experimentation phase. Now that I’ve grown and fully understood my identity as a writer, I will be leaving it here.
          
          No, I don’t abandon books. It’s just that AA has only been a learning platform for me. I spent a lot of nights daydreaming about what would happen, and what scenes I should put. I have gotten attached to this, as I have been writing it for more than three years. It was a really great writing platform to further enhance myself, but it wasn’t something that I am. I’ve put different parts of myself in it, but that won’t matter now. I’m just glad that It helped me stand to am where I am today. 
          
          Now, this doesn’t mean you won’t be seeing / reading Axis & Sabrien ever again ( I hope not too, cause they’re my first babies) but there are just things that may bring you so much joy but end up just temporarily passing by. I cannot promise but I will try. I still have a busy future ahead of me, and that is also why I wanna write everything that I can, because I know I won’t have the time to do so, because I’m faced with so much responsibilities. 
          
          This is a really long post, but this is me saying goodbye to my experimentation phase. This is me being really anxious about my future. This is me, an author who had been finding herself for the past five years. Wattpad will still be my safe haven, but I’m afraid I won’t have enough time to dwell and dream.
          
          This is me promising that I will do my very best, commit to my decisions, and still live my remaining two years, before I head to my suicial program. Danke.

louissksk

Okay, so I was in a mood to do something irrelevant today so I had wasted my time editing my first ever trailer. I rushed it since I have a lot of deadlines but hey, art takes time! And it wouldn’t be finished because of my perfectionist ass. Anyways, here’s my first and cringy trailer of Alpha Axis. It could definitely be better. Please leave feedbacks~
          
          Link : https://youtu.be/dHB1qieqKJI

louissksk

My account isn’t the “aesthetic-est” it has ever been, but I had decided to recreate my theme that I did which was two years ago. I had a bit of obsession with kanji and animes. Only a temporary neon-ish for a while!