HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT
okay so…where to begin. so i say that i’d be back with an update at the end of july and i’ve gone past that so i’ll be saying it now.
first of all, i know that some of you saw that i was accepted into university a couple of weeks ago, yeah that’s not happening anymore, purely due to the fact that modern day colleges still don’t know how to accommodate for chronic illnesses and hidden disability. so i’m now looking for another university to accept me. it’s been a very anxious time that has been filled with a lot of stress, tears and frustration. i feel so let down and hurt so i definitely have not been thinking about fandom rn as you can imagine.
and secondly, i don’t know how long this hiatus is going to be! i have to admit that i have lost interest in writing it, i don’t feel like my full story or characters were ever read to their full potential and i don’t know if anybody ever liked them or related to them. this might not be the case but it has led me to feel very insecure about my writing and my characters, and i feel as if i must have written them wrong for such low interaction about them.
it has led to me finding ideas to write in other fandoms and even original work ranging from cheesy romances to high fantasy. at the moment i need to focus on what i can creatively write instead of just staring at the blank page for hours nearly in tears thinking that i can’t reach the word count and i don’t know if anyone likes it anyway.
so i hope everyone can understand that for now all gnr fic is on hold. this could change in the coming months or next week or maybe never but this is what’s best for me. i wrote this fic in some of the worst periods of my life and it makes revisiting it difficult especially when i think other works would gain more for me, socially and feedback wise.
i’m happy for the experience i’ve had writing and if anyone wants to know how the series ended, privately message me and i’ll let you know
thank you xxx
