__jungcat
heyyy
this is really hard for me to say, and i’ve been thinking about it a lot. i don’t want to hurt you, but i also don’t want to lie or pretend.
lately i’ve felt like i’m forcing myself to act like everything is fine between us, when inside i feel different. i think i’ve changed since we met and my feelings aren’t the same anymore. you are an amazing person, truly, and this isn’t because you did something wrong.
i also need to be honest about something uncomfortable. recently, i caught myself flirting with someone else without even thinking about it. nothing serious happened, but it made me realize that my head and heart aren’t where they should be in a relationship. that’s on me and i feel really bad about it.
i care about you and that’s exactly why i want to be honest. i don’t feel like i can be the partner you deserve anymore and i don’t see us in the same way i used to. pretending would only hurt you more in the long run.
i know the timing is awful, especially with your birthday coming up and i hate that. but i felt like keeping this inside or lying for longer would be worse. i’m really sorry for the pain this might cause. i feel bad too. you mean a lot to me and i respect you too much to not tell you the truth.
sililune
@love_yoo ahh thats alright. it happens and soon it will be better. again - she is straight, she said it is just a joke. it is joke for me too. u can say u are stubborn, but I find it cute :)) dw, sunshine, everytging is fine
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