˗ˏˋ celestia ˎˊ˗

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Hey guys, it's me Celestia or known as Ciara, loveableeighties was my old account! My new account is xmorbidmayhemx 

thinking about editing my books and making a new one that would be based on horror,,,,

Hey y'all, it's been a whole ass long time. I'm back,,,needing ideas to write new stories

nobody: 
          
          not even a single soul:
          
          12 yr olds on wattpad: *writes smut*

i really wanna yeet myself because school is starting too soon this year :(,,

i hate the fact that I wanna sleep but its hard for my body to :(

Whether Billy died or not,,,I will still write my billy fic

Feelings. Jesus. The truth is, for so long, I'd forgotten what those even were. I've been stuck in one place - in a cave, you might say. A deep dark cave. And then, I left some Eggos out in the woods and you came into my life and... for the first time in a long time, I started to feel things again. I started to feel happy.
          
          But lately, I guess I've been feeling... distant from you. Like you're pulling away from me or something. I miss playing board games every night, making triple-decker Eggo extravaganzas at sunrise, watching westerns together before we doze off.
          
          But I know you're getting older, growing, changing. And I guess... if i'm being really honest, that's what scares me. I don't want things to change. So I think maybe that's why I came here, to try to maybe... stop that change. To turn back the clock. To make things go back to how they were.
          
          But I know that's naive. It's just... not how life works. It's moving. Always moving whether you like it or not. And yeah, sometimes it's painful. Sometimes it's sad and sometimes it's surprising. Happy.
          
          So you know what? Keep on growing up, kid. Don't let me stop you. Make mistakes, learn from 'em, and when life hurts you - because it will - remember the hurt. The hurt is good. It means you're out of that cave.
          
          But, please, if you don't mind, for the sake of your poor old dad, keep the door open three inches.
          
          

stranger things was too sad for me but i felt like I cried more by hoppers "death" and yes i put that in quotation marks because i don't actually believe that he's dead,,,they made it seem like he was