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'Now or Never' in love 

ONE MORE FOLLOWER 

Life Death Hope Loss
          A canvas of happiness and sorrow
          The Aesthetic of existing
          Beauty in the painting
          Admiring the painter
          Every stroke from birth to final light
          We wake the morning
          We die to the night
          Wherever we go
          The static plays a melody
          The sound of increasing pretense
          As the serpents die of their own poison
          Drink from their own goblets
          The play is over and the curtains close
          Thank you for coming
          We hope you enjoyed the show
          The Aesthetic.  - me

saying i love you is like a stab in the back. your whole life flashes before your eyes, gat are you going to see? cheap presents your lover bought you, some pearls they pawned, chocolate that costs a dollar and single daisy that they pulled from your yard in attempts to be cliche? what about your first time. oh you liked so beautiful wrapped in lace, soft soft lace wrapped around your perfect curves, so vulnerable and so ready to feel something inside of you. you start, feeling the heat from. between you two, sweat dripping down your bodies in a colliding mess, not knowing what the hell you two are doing. all you know is you love that person, right? don't forget about your first date. dressed pristine and clean, in a nice red dress and those oh so beautiful pearls he pawned, peach heels clacking the marble ground to the booth he reserved for you. eating away your heart all you can think of is the music flooding your ears, his eyes, and what you plan to do with your life. is that what you see? nothing but fake love and fake things? is all you see is attachment and regret? gone too fast? now you're face down in a tub, naked and drowning in your undying blood. -me 

⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ugh, i'm so sorry guys if you just followed me, wattpad isn't showing that i followed anyone since a few months ago. i'm trying to follow as many people as i can but idk what is happening 

@softlace 

awhhhh, sorry! 

@softlace 

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awe, well i really appreciate it !! i was thinking of just like free posting them on here or a book, but idk @syafinafrans