@-egxtistical I saw what you posted, I don't know what to say or advice since I don't know how relationships are (I'm NBSB) but I think you should focus on yourself, taking care of yourself and prioritizing your own life over anything. I uhh am not great with love advice but I'll tell you this, if someone really loved you they'd wait for you, even if it takes years, even if it's hard, maybe that suitor of yours just felt a fleeting emotion called love. Idk like I said I'm not great about this because I detest love, I do not like love and I deem it as a twisted curse. But you do you, time will heal but scars don't fade, just busy yourself with anything and avoid thinking about it. Just take this as a life lesson on what happened to you.