i have a bad habit of being obliviously obsessed with someone, and as soon as i find out just how attached i am, i start feeling guilty when i talk to them and slowly pull away. its exhausting, i just want to have proper friends.
@loved_you_first this is me most of the times too, I have 2 beta friends but whenever someone else starts talking to me I really start getting obsessive with that person and not pay much attention to the friends i already have. I just wanna fix it
help i got added to a swifty gc (i have no idea why) and i know barely anything about taylor except she's tall? and made a song about jake gylenballs and i can't LEAVE because they acknowledged me (BY NAME) like full on said "sarahs back!" and asked about my day and where im from but i know nothing about taylor so everytime they ask about stuff i just say what i DO know but i don't even want to be IN the gc but they're so sweet and the main person keeps liking my messages everytime i reply and responds super quick and she's a lesbian so she's really cool and sweet but what the hell is a red tv and am i supposed to like it or not???