@lovedemon_nozara Hey… I’m really sorry you’re feeling like this. It sounds exhausting to have all those thoughts piling up at once.
I know your brain is telling you you’re useless or lazy or that you mess everything up, but that’s what it feels like right now—not what you actually are. When people get overwhelmed or stuck in their own head, everything starts to look like proof that they’re “not good enough,” even when it’s not true.
The thing with the person you were texting—honestly, that kind of misunderstanding happens all the time. Especially over messages. It doesn’t mean you make people upset just by being you. If they matter to you, you can just say “hey, I think I came off wrong earlier, I wasn’t mad.” That’s a normal, fixable thing, not some huge failure.
And the stuff about not writing or doing art anymore… that doesn’t mean you’ve lost it or that you’re bad. It usually just means you’re drained or being really hard on yourself. It’s difficult to enjoy or stick with anything when every attempt immediately turns into “this is shit” in your head.
Also… someone who “isn’t good enough for anyone” doesn’t sit there worrying about hurting people or caring this much. The fact that you do care says a lot about you.
You don’t have to fix your whole life right now. Just… be a bit less harsh on yourself for a minute. Maybe do one small thing without judging it, or send that message to clear things up. That’s enough for now.
You’re not as bad as your thoughts are making you feel. It just really feels that way right now.
Do you wanna maybe talk about it?
