loveforpreserumsteve

Sooooooooooo, my doctor took me off one of my antidepressants and has upped the dose on my other one. I've been super emotional and my mental health isn't good right now. I have been reading a lot though. I read the "Game Changers" series and have read Rachel Reid's other books. I'm giddy about having guessed that "Game Changer" (the first book) was based on a Stucky fanfic. I'm also convinced that the other books are reworked Stucky fanfics. There're just too many coincidences, y'know??? I also watched "Heated Rivalry" with my brother and sister-in-law, who have listened to me talk about the book series for the past, like, two weeks. Basically, my life is about Stucky, LGBTQ+ hockey stories, and crying ‍♀️
          	
          	Anyway, I hope you're all doing well wherever you are!
          	Much love and appreciation
          	Minnie ❤️❤️❤️

loveforpreserumsteve

Sooooooooooo, my doctor took me off one of my antidepressants and has upped the dose on my other one. I've been super emotional and my mental health isn't good right now. I have been reading a lot though. I read the "Game Changers" series and have read Rachel Reid's other books. I'm giddy about having guessed that "Game Changer" (the first book) was based on a Stucky fanfic. I'm also convinced that the other books are reworked Stucky fanfics. There're just too many coincidences, y'know??? I also watched "Heated Rivalry" with my brother and sister-in-law, who have listened to me talk about the book series for the past, like, two weeks. Basically, my life is about Stucky, LGBTQ+ hockey stories, and crying ‍♀️
          
          Anyway, I hope you're all doing well wherever you are!
          Much love and appreciation
          Minnie ❤️❤️❤️

loveforpreserumsteve

Sorry I haven't been very active this past year. Things have just been crazy. I have early glaucoma (the light therapy DID lower the pressure though, so that's good), my stepdad had to undergo hernia surgery, and my mom is scheduled to get knee replacement surgery on December 23, 2025.
          
          My pawpaw (my mom's dad) is also experiencing wasting syndrome. He's 80, has skin cancer (since 1991 due to being in Vietnam as a late teen/early 20s and then a construction worker once he got back to the 'States), COPD (he was a heavy smoker), and lung cancer (diagnosed in the spring of 2025). Me, my mom, and my stepdad went to bring him Christmas, however, he wasn't in the mood. Which is understandable. He's lived a long and hard life, and the love of his life (my mom's mom aka mawmaw) passed away a decade ago. We know he misses her, and we know that he's ready to be reunited with her whether it's in heaven or in reincarnation or something of the like.
          
          ANYWAY, I hope you're all doing well wherever you are! I know the world feels all topsy-turvy right now, but I want nothing but the best for you guys!
          Much love and appreciation
          Minnie ❤️❤️❤️

ThinaGa

I am so sorry you’re having to go through all of this, but I hope that the way you explained it is juggled instead of seeming like a hair storm. You are a warrior for going and getting through all of this, even just to keep going during it.
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loveforpreserumsteve

Sorry I haven't been very active. On top of having writer's block, there's been a lot of stress. My brother is fighting with his baby mama and is filing for full custody. My sister-in-law's OCD has been acting up more than usual, causing her tics to be more frequent and more intense. Then, I've been dealing with my health issues. My liver enzymes have been high due to all the stress for the past few months and I almost wasn't able to do my infusions because of the elevated enzymes. And speaking of my infusions, my veins have been very fragile and blowing, which sucks. I don't remember if I said in a previous note, but I pulled my ribs, so that hurt for about a month. Then, a week ago I was trying to kill a spider after my brother and his wife were asleep, couldn't find the stepladder, so I used a kitchen chair. However, I'm already not sturdy, so when I tried climbing onto the chair, I fell and bruised my tailbone and must've hit my shin on the chair when I fell because my leg is bruised as well. I also haven't been the best mentally, but I don't know very many people who are right now due to what is happening in 'Merica.
          
          I know that it's a scary time right now, but I still wish you're all doing well wherever you are.
          Much, much love and much, much appreciation
          Minnie❤❤❤

loveforpreserumsteve

So, if you don’t follow me on instagram (which you should since that’s where I update what’s going on in my life), I found out on Saturday (September 7th, 2024) that my mom’s dad (also known as Paw Paw) is dying.  He already wasn’t doing very well since he’s 80 and has COPD and was recently put on oxygen.  But last week, he was diagnosed with lung cancer.
          
          So, I’m not sure when I’ll be updating any of my current fics.  I have some of a chapter written for both “Most Likely” and “Love Blooms”, but with everything going on, I can’t promise when they’ll be updated next.  I’m really trying to get them out though since writing usually helps me, but I can’t make a promise or a schedule to when those chapters will be ready and/or posted.
          
          Thank you all for enjoying my stories, it really means a lot!  But my biggest fan (paw paw has self proclaimed himself as such) comes first right now.
          
          Much love and appreciation always
          Minnie ❤️❤️❤️

stuckyftlarry

@ loveforpreserumsteve  I'm sorry to hear that. I send you a virtual hug and I pray for better times for you.
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ThinaGa

No one should expect works from you when you are doing better which means that they really shouldn’t when things are more difficult than the regular. I’ll pray peace and hope for you, my friend <3
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bucky1984

@ loveforpreserumsteve  I'm sorry for your lost... 
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thorsbighammer

hi, sorry, I was wondering if you're still working on the "most likely" story? 

thorsbighammer

@loveforpreserumsteve thanks, good luck on the book! take your time obviously, don't worry <33
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loveforpreserumsteve

@thorsbighammer Hi!  I am!  I've just been dealing with a hellacious case of writer's block, lol!  I've also been adapting one of my previous fics so I can self-publish it!  But I do plan on returning to "Most Likely"! ❤❤❤
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NoahIsMyChosenName2

Hi there! I'm not sure if you remember me but I remember we talked a lot and that I LOVED all your books! I hope yourself and your family are doing good and I wish you well!! Xx

loveforpreserumsteve

@NoahIsMyChosenName2 Hi!  Of course I remember you!  I was actually going through comments on my past fics and was like "I wonder what Noah is up to!"  Thank you for your kindness and well wishes, they mean a lot!  I hope you're doing well too!  ❤❤❤
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loveforpreserumsteve

Hi, hello! I hope you're all doing well! Sorry for not being very active lately. I had writer's block and dealing with my health. My primary doctor even suggested medicinal marijuana usage, which I'm trying to get used to. It's doing well with my full body chronic pain, but it's been putting me in such a fog mentally. So, I've been trying to get all of that right. 
          
          But that's not all! I've also been adapting one of my earlier fics so I can self-publish it the way I did with the other adaptations!
          
          Anyway, I hope you're all doing well wherever you are!
          Much love and appreciation
          Minnie ❤❤❤
          
          P.S. To keep up to date with me and when I'm posting, follow me on instagram!

loveforpreserumsteve

@slutsphopia it’s the same as this account!  loveforpreserumsteve ❤️❤️❤️
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urmooom67

@loveforpreserumsteve what's your Instagram user? 
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Bakudeku_Tsuki-chan

@loveforpreserumsteve Hey! That's sucks, I'm sorry. I hope you are doing better now!
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