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Hi everyone. I'm very sorry for not being online that much. But both my mental and physical health was turning to a bad point. To where I have not only gotten over medicated once but twice. But this second time of being over medicated, literally made me into a brain-dead zombie for two days straight. But then I had a couple bad mental breakdowns. To where I actually screamed and yelled and cursed at my mom. Which I never did during any of my other mental breakdowns, while still on those blasted prescribed medications I was on before. But I realize ever since I'm off those Medications. That they made me more negative then positive and made me more dumbed down then coherent.  I also was in the ER way out of it. To where I didn't remember my mom crying while she and Dad were up there with me.  But she told me yesterday morning about when she cried in the ER the week I was in the ER. But earlier this week I had to go with my mom to a urgent care clinic. To where both of us discovered that I had somehow gotten an UTI. I had also missed about one or two weeks of work thanks to this. But other than going through this stuff for the past few weeks. I am getting better albeit slowly but surely.

XXXHarleyIvyXXX

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loveheart4u

Hi everyone. I'm very sorry for not being online that much. But both my mental and physical health was turning to a bad point. To where I have not only gotten over medicated once but twice. But this second time of being over medicated, literally made me into a brain-dead zombie for two days straight. But then I had a couple bad mental breakdowns. To where I actually screamed and yelled and cursed at my mom. Which I never did during any of my other mental breakdowns, while still on those blasted prescribed medications I was on before. But I realize ever since I'm off those Medications. That they made me more negative then positive and made me more dumbed down then coherent.  I also was in the ER way out of it. To where I didn't remember my mom crying while she and Dad were up there with me.  But she told me yesterday morning about when she cried in the ER the week I was in the ER. But earlier this week I had to go with my mom to a urgent care clinic. To where both of us discovered that I had somehow gotten an UTI. I had also missed about one or two weeks of work thanks to this. But other than going through this stuff for the past few weeks. I am getting better albeit slowly but surely.

XXXHarleyIvyXXX

@loveheart4u I see , take your time 
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Hello everyone. Sorry that I'm not on that much anymore. But I've got some news to tell you guys. I've quit my job at Dunkin donuts. Thanks to working in the store without a working AC they said they'll fix but never did. And that was like a couple months ago in June. But after quitting I didn't have another job to go to right after I quit Dunkin. So now I'm dealing with a bad depressive slump and blasted anxiety attacks that are making me dizzy a bit thanks to making my blood pressure high. Also I've had my body start convulsing one night thanks to the stress, anxiety, and depression. Which was like having a seizure, when it was not that at all.
          
          So I've been trying to get another job while going through this blasted fucking shit at the moment. But I hope I do get a job soon, before I'll have another mental breakdown or just fucking insane from this shit.

loveheart4u

Hey guys. Sorry for not being on here for a long while. Just I've been so busy with working and life in general that I have to go to bed early so I don't get tired in the mornings for work. Since  all this week I work 6 a.m to 12 p.m . But I'm glad I can stay up a bit late tonight since I'm off tomorrow. Also I've been working six days a week now. Which to me is very annoying and quite frankly sucks in a way. But that's part of growing up and trying to do more adult responsibilities. Well idk if I'll quit Wattpad for sure. But it has been about maybe 4-5 months since I've been on here last. 
          
          But other than that I hope I can hop on here time to time.

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Hi guys. I have another announcement about a potential health problem I might get sooner or later. And what has happened tonight contributes to this certain health problem. Basically what happened tonight was my blood sugar was low, but not critically low, and after I ate it gotten high at 170. And if my A1C is high enough. I might be borderline diabetic or diabetic.

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About to go to work in a bit, so I can't reply or text to rps. But I do get off twelve today. I also work tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday. Tomorrow I go to work at twelve and get off at five. Saturday I work 7 a.m to 1 p.m. I go in at the same time as Saturday on Sunday, but get off at 3 p.m. So I'll try to reply to rps later today.

XXXHarleyIvyXXX

Hello , haven't heard from you in a while 

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@XXXHarleyIvyXXX Hi, also sorry been busy at my new job at Dunkin Donuts. I've also been playing on the ps4 and my late birthday present from my bf.
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