loveisonlyinbooks

So... I'm back? Sort of? 
          	I'm in a class right now in college that has a final project that is allowing me to write the first few chapters of The Lightning Thief (PJO) from Annabeth's POV. I'm having so much fun writing it that I want to do the whole book...so I thought, why not post it on Wattpad? So I'm back to being an active writer on here...which is crazy lol

loveisonlyinbooks

So... I'm back? Sort of? 
          I'm in a class right now in college that has a final project that is allowing me to write the first few chapters of The Lightning Thief (PJO) from Annabeth's POV. I'm having so much fun writing it that I want to do the whole book...so I thought, why not post it on Wattpad? So I'm back to being an active writer on here...which is crazy lol

loveisonlyinbooks

It’s so crazy that significant life events happen on Percy’s birthday for me. Two years ago I passed my drivers test on August 18th. This year I’m getting on a flight to leave for college on August 18th. It’s like this series is intertwined into my life so much. 

loveisonlyinbooks

I have this urge to start writing fanfics again… even though I have zero time, graduation coming up, no ideas on what to write about, T-T. I miss being active on this app but I’m an adult now and I’m kind of outgrowing it. It’s so sad I want to cry.

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My handwriting represents me perfectly. Everyone says it’s really good and it looks super cute if you look at it the right way. Yet as I am writing it, I have an extremely tight grip on the pencil. I must have it look perfect. This tight grip hurts me, causing cramps and leaving marks on my fingers. But the handwriting is pretty so that’s all I care about. 
          However, when I do it for a really long time, it starts to get messier and I start to hurt more. It becomes harder to keep it perfect. 
          That’s how I approach life. I control every aspect of my self so I seem perfect, but I’m hurting myself in the process. Yet this is the only handwriting I know. When I try to loosen my grip, it looks stupid and you can barely read it. So, I keep my tight grip. I keep up my facade. Because being perfect is more important than being comfortable.