I know this might be weird but can anyone help me. I having issues with believing I deserve to be here, that I'm beautiful and not fat. I like a guy but apparently I'm not beautiful enough for him according to his friends and it really hurts. Like why be that way. So I'm really not feeling worth it. Like I'm not going to be anything. That I should just end it. I'm really depressed and sad all the time. And no one helps or notices. I guess I'm good at hiding it but I wish there was someone there for me.