things that remind
me of Julian ── 〔 ♡ 〕
the first drop of cold shower / vv foamy americano / smiling against cold pillows / a plateful of overripe plums on (polished) timber dining table / stars winking in the night sky / that part of your favorite song you always sing along to / perfectly engraved ceramic bowls / king of pentacles / that sort of eager, open mouthed kisses / sighing in content after a pleasant dream / white exquisite fur coats / falling half asleep during thunderstorms / the echo of someone calling your name / wiping off blue eyeshadow and silver glitter after a wild night / stealing a crisp sheet of paper from a library book / painting on dark purple nail polish under morning sun / skinny-dipping in cold blue water / hiding your freckles under a coat of foundation / pretending to forget so you don't have to apologize / jealousy hiding beneath the skin, begging to be let out / a half-smile as you look into the mirror / cherry wine washing away the ink on a recently crumpled paper / leaving fortune cookies for your loved ones / someone's name repeatedly written in the back of your diary / silk dress snug against the length of your waist / smokey eyes and nude lips combo / silver jewelry box / diamonds glimmering under the glow of a chandelier / dancing with your loved one in a room full of people but only feeling their hands on your waist / your loved one’s arm pulling you closer in the morning in their sleep / the phrase mon amour / deep nail marks on your loved one’s back / tipsy, wicked confessions / flower pots inside every room in a white mansion / purple blue hickys / spraying your favorite perfume on your collarbones / re-reading your favorite book and falling in love again with the side characters / a secret, surprise birthday party where all your friends show up / orange bell flowers / watching a purplish setting sky from atop a ferris wheel / saying I love you & hearing back I love you more