𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝓎~

Hey there, it's hard to put into words how I'm feeling right now, but I'll try my best. Depression has been weighing me down lately and it's like a dark cloud that never seems to go away. It's hard to find motivation to do even the simplest of tasks and everything just feels like a chore. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions of life without really living it. I know I should try to reach out to others for support, but it's hard to even muster up the energy to do that. It's like I'm trapped in my own thoughts and can't find a way out. I just hope one day I can break free from this cycle and find some peace of mind.
          
          t's not just feeling sad or having a bad day. It's a constant battle with negative thoughts and emotions that can be overwhelming at times. Even when things seem to be going well, the depression can still linger and make it hard to enjoy the good moments.
          
          It's also hard to explain to others who haven't experienced depression what it feels like. Sometimes I feel like I'm wearing a mask, pretending to be okay when really I'm struggling inside. It's not that I don't want to talk about it, but it can be hard to find the right words or feel like I'm burdening others with my problems.
          
          Overall, living with depression can be a difficult journey, i dont know if i can keep living like this. Im going damn near crazy and i wish i knew how to continue
          
          But i'll try my best to. 
          for my kids, 
          for my partners 
          and for what little friends and family i have left

WHATSUP FUCKERS

i think i’ll come back .. :)

my urge to get fucked like im owned is so high- 
          but I also wanna go on a date TwT
          happy pride..

TBH Idk why he did what he did, i miss being his friend and talking to him and having inside jokes, i was able to detach myself around him and now he wont even look me in the eye

Missing him rn...

//VENT POEM
          
          what a pleasure would it be
           to take a knife to life
          and slice 
          and slice 
          and slice
          and slice
          
          until the only thing you feel is 
          nothing at all
          until the only sound you hear 
          is silence 
          and if the silence is too defining 
          cut and ear off
          maybe two 
          you’ll feel better
          i promise.
          
          oh you don’t?
          that’s your own problem 
          deal with it.

man wtf.. im crying cause the cramps are the worst ive had ever and cause i have my period WHY TF DID GOD DECIED TO GIVE ME A UTERUS WHY DIDNT I GET A DICK LIKE SOME OTHER GUYS WHY

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IM SO STRESSEDD. im doing an analysis paper on the affects of PWI and exclusion on black students and the outline is due tomorrow and this fucking teacher told me it looked good then I sent it to him and he basically told me to rte-write it like im going to loose my fucking shit I hate college so fucking much I cannot