lovelysaintxoxo

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I have never felt so much hatred for somebody in my life. I was so vulnerable around this b word and they get up and leave. good lord. 
          	
          	I’ll do my best to move on. this is gonna fuck with my head because I know they’re prolly spreading lies about me or making fun of my ocs or making fun of me the way they did with other people. im gonna move on. lord have mercy. 

lovelysaintxoxo

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I have never felt so much hatred for somebody in my life. I was so vulnerable around this b word and they get up and leave. good lord. 
          
          I’ll do my best to move on. this is gonna fuck with my head because I know they’re prolly spreading lies about me or making fun of my ocs or making fun of me the way they did with other people. im gonna move on. lord have mercy. 

lovelysaintxoxo

have you ever felt better without somebody in your life? like it isn’t a burden anymore? I feel like that. I feel guilty I feel that way, but I’ve been changing, and thank goodness for that. 

lovelysaintxoxo

@void_galore I love you too Mel. I’m very proud of you. <333
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void_galore

@lovelysaintxoxo I actually can't wait to experience this. Just the freeing feeling of not having the weight of someone else's wellbeing push you down, but feeling guilty because you feel as if that's a bad thing to think is normal. You have definitely been changing for the better, and I'm rooting to see you become the absolute best version of yourself. Ily ems <333
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lovelysaintxoxo

I will miss my math teacher. Truly, I cried writing his note. A student told him that I was crying while writing his note and he said that I was super sweet. I seriously will miss him.
          
          This year was hell, but here I am. I’m still standing.