lovelyymultii

i’m deleting the colby fanfics yall. i’ve lost my love for writing :(. after 4 years of having this account and writing on it i’ve decided it’s time to leave that behind me, i’m keeping this account so i can still read when i’m bored but thank you for the follows, reads, and funny comments. love you all
          	
          	ps. a huge reason why i’m deleting the fanfics is because of the embarrassing shït i wrote lol

lovelyymultii

i’m deleting the colby fanfics yall. i’ve lost my love for writing :(. after 4 years of having this account and writing on it i’ve decided it’s time to leave that behind me, i’m keeping this account so i can still read when i’m bored but thank you for the follows, reads, and funny comments. love you all
          
          ps. a huge reason why i’m deleting the fanfics is because of the embarrassing shït i wrote lol

lovelyymultii

i stopped caring about being perfect, if someone leaves me for someone “perfect” then so be it, i like myself, i like my body, my face, my hair, my personality, etc. perfection doesn’t exist, there is no ounce of perfection in this world. i have wasted many years trying to be perfect, having that decorative locker, getting good grades, being that amazing family member or friend, having a clean room, being lady like. i’ve slowly became fond of myself, i slowly learned to like myself, even though i can be so utterly stupid i somewhat like myself. i’m still learning self love and don’t get me wrong it’s hard, so hard but most kids my age hate themselves, i’m proud and lucky i am fond of myself. i’m thankful for what i got. i’m not perfect and i never will be. 

lovelyymultii

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Be careful about who your friends with. One of my best friends just decided to go behind my back and spread terrible rumors about me like they are things I could get seriously hurt over, and they’re not fucking true, not one bit it true. They were so nice to me then out of no where I get betrayed, backstabbed, being talked about behind my back and what was it all for? Just to start drama, to ruin me for fun, because he was bored. And my life was just starting to get better.